My Crazy Emotions!

To my Guardian Devil

After all this years

I never expect that you were here

reminiscing when we together

memories are still remember.

I never thought you're still here

trying to make me  show  the real

For the feelings which I feel fear

and I don't know if its real.

Just what you've thought

that I am your lover

But I never thought

to be yours forever.

I was pretending day by day

my heart lonely at that day

but when you comes today

I'm sure it is a happy day.

I've still confused with my feelings for you

If it is just an infatuation on you

or I'm just still missing you

And I want to take over with you.