When a thing lost ?..

When one thing is lost?

Well, here's what I've known, maybe;

1. It was not for you.

2. It will be change a better one.

3. It will become hindrance to your study or

4. you are a really careless.

I really  hurt when my CP is broken...

by  putting it on the top of the glass which contain water and suddenly fell it inside.

Sunday- It was a happy sunday ...

I don't even expect that ny CP would left all alone.

It's very important to me because all communication with my friends, classmates and parents are there.

I never blame anyone, but me because the first thing comes on my mind God have another or much better plan for me And I know He want me to realize what he has given to me...

that's why I am accepted the thing that Cp was not for me- a litle bit of hurt  I felt.But after that day, Im really good  a'bout the bad thing that happened yesterday..

To my Guardian Devil

After all this years

I never expect that you were here

reminiscing when we together

memories are still remember.

I never thought you're still here

trying to make me  show  the real

For the feelings which I feel fear

and I don't know if its real.

Just what you've thought

that I am your lover

But I never thought

to be yours forever.

I was pretending day by day

my heart lonely at that day

but when you comes today

I'm sure it is a happy day.

I've still confused with my feelings for you

If it is just an infatuation on you

or I'm just still missing you

And I want to take over with you.

Nakakalito: En-ey-key-ey-key-ey-el-ay-ti-ow

Ang Pinahirap na Spelling!

• A -ey                     Ang Hirap magbasa pag ginamit ito!
• B -bi                      Sino  pa kaya magtitiyaga magbabasa nito?
• C -si                      Ikaw bang nagbukas ng blog ko?
• D -di                     Na tumitingin kung ano ba ito?
• E -ee
• F -ef
• G -gi
• H -eych
• I -ay
• J -jay
• K -key

L -el

M -em

N -en

O -ow

P -pi

Q -kyu

R -ar

S -es

T -ti

U -yu

V -vi

W -dobulyo

X -eks

Y -way

Z -zey

   Tapos no ng basahin? Salamat..
Walang kwenta noh? may mai-post lang ngayon..

Naaasar! But Forgiven..

SABI NGA: “Huwag kang titigil sa paggawa lalo na kung marami pang oras"ok lang magpahinga pero not too much at marami ang maapaektohan ...

AT SABI DIN : “huwag kang tatanggapng resposibilidad kung hindi mo kaya”.                     tinamaan ata ako don!haha..…

Last "Yadnus" ,,naiinis talaga ako sa kanya..Ewan ko kung bakit para kasing bigla na lang ako naging malamig ang pakitungo sa kanya..sabi nila na offend ang tawag don! Aaminin ko na offend talaga ako dahil 3 times ng ganon;;(Pwede ,Akin na lang yon-Huwag mo na itanong!)..

mababaw na dahilan lang yon ,,pero nakaka-offend para sa akin.Hindi ko alam basta naasar ako sa kanya..di ko naman siya makausap-nahihiya ako, naisip ko din madami siyang ginagawa kaya di niya maintindi iyon-pero kung ako sa kanya mag-aassign ako ng gagawa non,,pwede naman eh! If ako lang yon..Lord hindi naman sa ayaw kong gawin iyon tuwing umaga. I love serving you!-inisip ko lang na don siya nakatira-kahit ba di niya ginagawa yon since the first day he live on there eh meron siyang pagkukusa kasi wala na naman don iyong "naglilinis".. Hindi yong time na magsisimula na iyong pag-aaral saka pa lang siya gagalaw which I really hated most..(lumabas din ang dahilan, ayaw pang sabihin)..

The story began on:

The time nakasalubong ko siya ,and give me a smile,I dont even know him, then I smiled too to him! He was tall, wearing a formal attire. Who's he? I'd only asked.
Then, time goes by and I knew him na rin , ...


Every "Yadnus" we always telling stories about passed like highschool days experiences.. He great me goodmorning! and asking How's the whole week
bungga(I'd rather Bongga) di ba? But I know, lahat naman binabati niya ng ganon. I'm happy dahil my bumabati sa akin ng ganon, I feel na special din ako...


Until the time comes I realized na Crush ko na siya..na di umaasang mapapansin niya..
If, may marinig ako about him- I don't care..Crush ko pa din siya.Di ko naman siya crush only in appearance but also who is he? 

ooooooOOOOOOoooooo

10/03/10
After all that happened- there's one lesson that come up to me and I realized  to forgive him because 
we are all imperfect..and that situation realized to him to what I wished to be done by him..
And that's what happened- I wished he would continue what he decide to do.. I feel happy on this day..

.....I'm not Fall in love but I Love this song

FALLING IN LOVE

You and me, we got along just fine

But deep inside I know there is more

Right next to you

I know you're the right one

Can't fight this feeling, I'm taking chances now

In my heart I feel that this is something real

I don't wanna let this moment go

Why oh Why, Do I feel this way?
When I'm with you I feel so alive

Why oh Why, will I hide away

I can't help it

I'm with you

Never ending nights when I'm alone with you

A lifetime of dreams coming true

Nothing comes close to what we have right now

You're the only one that matters now

In my heart I feel that this is something real

I don't wanna let this moment go

What if I fall in love?
What if I make you mine?
I wanna know if you'll be there by my side

You and me, we got along just fine

But deep inside I know there

Special A

Oh Kayganda ng Story   na'to ..sana may part 2 na magkakatuluyan sina kaye at Hikari..

Ka-text ko ang aking friendship!

08/28/10
9:50 pm

She Texted: Gala ka dito sa Monday!
I replied: ako? Nagsusulat sa law.
Gala? Pasensya na, magbabasa na lang ako ng auditing book.

She texted: Huh? Sabi ko punta ka dito sa Monday.
I replied: pasensya na!
di ako papayagan magala, holiday yon, alam nila wala pasok!
Kj noh?
Drama pa noh?


She texted: haha..naku! ikaw kasi masyado mo dinidibdib.
Try mong sumuway..4th year college ka na noh?
Di ka na bata.
I Replied: ayaw! Mabait akong bata!
Baka pauwiin ako ng Mindoro!
I never want it to happen!
Saka na pag Malaya na ako! ( I mean pag nakatapos na ako sa pag-aaral)

She texted: bahala ka!

Purpose Driven Life Questions

1. In spite of all the advertising around you, how can you remind yourself that life is really about living for God, not for yourself?
------I can remind myself that life is really about living for God by thinking that I were born for his purpose and by his purpose….

2. Knowing that God uniquely created us, what areas of your personalities, background, and physical appearance you are struggling to accept?
------I accept all what he has given to me my personalities and especially my background but I’m struggling to accept my physical appearance- such I have my pimples that makes my face not look like other girls has seen the beauty at their face, that sometimes other would hate and discriminate me because I’m differ from them..

3. What would your family and friends say is the driving force of your life?
------to finished my studies, but I will do it with God in my heart ---asking help and support from him, because I know with God I’ll pursue my dream..

4. Since you are made to last forever, what are the one thing you should stop doing and the one thing you should start doing today?
------ I should stop doing things like being a liar sometimes – it wasn’t avoided. Rather I should start doing to attend some activities in church that really missed. And of course, that God is always here in my heart.

5. What has happen to you recently that your realize now it was a test from God?
------Every time my auntie saying to me that I need to do this, that and whatever—that it gives me an idea to leave her, hahah..God say’s be PATIENCE , I am asking God what I should do? And he gave me an answer that I need to think it first before I do it.

6. How should the fact that life on earth is just a temporary assignment that change the way you are living right now?
------it’s the fact that some other day or today God will take my life to death. So, I will need to do things kindly, heartily with him. I need to do my purposes for what I am living for- not wait the point that when your time will take away before you do things, it’s nothing.. 
In your daily routine can you become more aware of God’s glory?
-----Yes, like attending church activities’ praying, being a good teacher to children’s, by reading books about him and apply it.
7. What common task could you start doing as if you were doing it directly for Jesus?
-----The common task hat I could start doing is to praise God and do anything that makes an act of worship to him.
8. Since God knows what is best, in what areas of your life do you need to trust him most?
-----I need to trust him most that my life is safe with him and he gave me the one who will love me for what I am.

KARL UZZIEL

What drives your life?

The man without a purpose is like a a ship without a rudder, a waif, a nothing, a no man.’’thomas Caryle

"I observed that the basic moves for success is the driving force of enemy and jealousy”..Ecclesiastis 4:4

What drives your life?
Everyone's life is driven by something
You may never control that thing
Because you’ll never avoid of thinking
Of what is the solution to that thing?
You may be driven by pressures
Deadlines, painful memory and problems
An unconscious beliefs or Haunting fears
And hundreds of values, emotions, and consequences

And the only I can say is:

I

Don’t run from regrets
It’s life who threats
Don’t hide your shame
That makes you blame.

II
You’re a product of past
But don’t make it last
Don’t Forget your past
Because your life never last.

Made to last Forever

"God has planted eternity in the human heart…"
"Surely God would not have created such a being as a man to exist only for a day no, no man was made for immortality..” Abraham Lincoln

Because were,

Made to last Forever

I

Everyone has given a chance
To give the best of his hands
And everyone may take a chance
To prove you exist in this land.

II

Even though you are created
Living with the journey of life
It’s not mean your just created
You’ve created because of an eternal life

III

You’re not simply made
Because you really laid
You are not simply gave
Because you must beg

You are not an accident

“I am your creator; you were in my care even before you were born” Isaiah 44:2

You are not an accident

I

You live on earth for a reason
Because you are part of the plan
You are precious and unique
And God called you as special man and woman.

II

God never surprised at your birth
But rather he expected it
Because before he created the earth
He has a beautiful plan on it.

III

Our God made no mistake
Because you are perfectly created
You’re just what he wanted to make
On this earth be perfectly created.

IV

You have the reason to love
Because you are created by love
You have the reason to beloved
‘Cause you‘re created by the love of God.

HELLO

A warm "hello" doesn't come from the lips
it comes from the heart, doesn't have to be told
it has to be shown, doesn't have to be given, it has to be sent.

A simple "HELLO"
can be so sweet...
H= How are you?
E= Every thing ok
L= Like to see you
L= love to hear from u
O=Obviously I Miss you!
so....
HELLO!

Help ever... hurt never... love ever.. hate naver... give ever... except never... smile ever... cry never... think me ever..forget me never...!

...It all started with God...

For everything absolutely everything,

above and below, visible and invisible..

Everything got started in him and finds its purpose in him.

Colossians 1:16

Focus on ourselves it never reveal life’s purpose;

don’t ever make a self help it never help at all, because…

It all start with God

I

What our purpose in life?

It seems to be wipe

Let’s think it twice!

Make our mind be wise.

II

Since we’re born

Purpose in life like rains

But before the dawn

Let God it reins.

III

You want to know yourself

Why you place on earth

Ask God with yourself

Until were far away on death

IV

God created by his purpose

To live on earth with a sense

And God created us for his purpose

To use his given sense.

V

Everything got started in him

And finds its purpose in him

Without God we’re no sense

Then let God make our sense.

IT's done!

It’s really done!
(After I realized)

I’ve lost in my mind
To do that Thing I can’t find
It just a little kind
How I can bind?

I’ve still strong as now
But not easy to forget somehow
How can I take a bow?
Cause’ I can’t make it now.

I’ve never known I’ll do that
It’s a part of my memory I can’t forgot
That I can fill a line on dots
Oh! It just a kind of my guts.

I don’t even known how it began
It’s like a shot of a gun
That can take my life to be gone
But now it’s really done.